IT's Too Much

                                       

                                        IT's TOO MUCH  

What's Too Much?

This Life? No...

Too much is My Mind,

My Brain...

My Thoughts...

The Prison of my Thoughts is Bigger than My Problems,

More I Think, more it pulls me inside this prison,

Trying to Capture me is my own soul,

Not letting go of the things that are too meaningless,

Too Harsh to be thinking,

Why Do I Keep Thinking about this problem that doesn't even Exist?

Let Me free of these thoughts,

Let me think about what really can happen,

Instead of thinking about what is not even there,

Impossible is to shutdown my thought,

My Mind, My Brain, My thoughts...

Sometimes I think of what would have happened If I had Control on my own life?

If I Could make all the Decisions on my Own,

All those Mistakes, All this Pain,

All of it might have Not even Happened,

Might I Had What I wanted,

Instead of what I have Now?

Would I Have Been happier?

Would I Have Been What I wanted to become?

I Think Too Much They Say,

They Say Shut your mind Down,

Think like we do,

Live like we do,

Do What We Do,

I Think To much I know,

But the more I do,

The more I grow,

More I get out of The Planned Thinking,

I've been thinking too much?

You bet I have been,

Thinking What the future would be?

I Think, it happens,

Understand What i have to say,

I've learned It the hard way,

It's not but Think while you can,

Free yourself from thinking as others do....

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